Monday, February 2, 2009

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

So, yeah I admitt it: today I'm feeling a little down..

I went to a FHE and the lesson was pretty inspiring! It
was about dating and being on different levels and then
learning how to help eachother reach the same level and
not rush eachother! ..the levels were something like:

1. "what's your name?"
2. "why do I want to spend time with you?"
3. "what do we have in common?"
4. "we are friends"
5. "we have fun together"
6. "it's exciting
7. "it's romantic"
8. "we belong together"
9. "We want to get married"

but then I got scared.. what if I'm not good enough?..
what do I have to offer a man? what makes me interesting?
..right now there isn't too much I can up with.. therefore
I'm feeling a little blue today.. but hey at least I know
that I have something to work on right? ;)

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Don't worry (be happy):D You are a wonderful person and I love U! The guy who gets to be your husband will be a very lucky man!<3

Kirsi said...

I think your a gorgeous girl! You're beautiful, and sparkly and, believe it or not, INTERESTING! It's fun to talk with you : ) I guess we all have that kinda feelings and moments sometimes. But then we remember what all we actually have around us. And what we have to offer to someone who we're gonna spend the rest of our lives (and beyond) with :)